or the other

Today I had the
worst crash I’ve had since I’ve been ill. Had to leave work early and crashed
on the couch for about 2 hours. Ate a hearty meal of Hamburger Steak and Mashed
Potatoes and felt better after that. I now know that I have to eat 3 times per
day and snack in between. I’ll see when I go to the doc on Thursday what else
I can do. 

I hated to stay
home because I was gonna go to Niki’s parents to have spaghetti. I wanted to
hang out but I was way too exhausted to leave last night. I’m tired of not having
enough energy later in the day. I don’t know if this is the beginning of diabetes,
exhaustion, or something else. It’s beginning to piss me off. I have way too
many things to do, to let an illness slow me down. But then again my body has
another idea. The past year and a half has been busy. With taking over the network,
dealing with Y2K short staffed, moving to marketing, taking over advertising
and media buying, etc. Not to mention the things that I cannot print online.
I think my body has finally spoken. "Sit down fat boy, you owe me"
or "You inner-child is suing for Child Labor Laws". Actually I think
I heard it once say, "Ooh, you mean we get to rest a whole weekend?".

Damn this sucks.